Sunday, October 26, 2008

!!! Future Uncertain !!!

In '2' days time , my old Chinese sogo mobile was replaced with N73. And my first mobile phone is replaced by Nokia 5610 Music Express. What the Hell! Am I blowing money unnecessarily. I am not sure what I am doing is correct. The Time goes on... And I have not even started on my CAT preparation... Still Uncertain about the future... What the hell .. No Singapore chances are clicking also .. What the Hell ... And another Year almost passed just like that and I am typing all these things the day before Diwali 2008 ( Listening to Om Shanti Om Dastan Song )... All my Juniors have gone onsite and is this what they call as Luck.. Will I be settled if I go and earn in Onsite... Do I need to have higher Management degree. Will I be left like the millions of IT professionals in India... How Long will this IT boom will be there in India... If this bubble breaks where will I be left stranded ? Most pf my friends got settled in life ??? When will I be settled in life ?? When can I crack the CAT ? When will I be independent ? How many questions do I need to answer to settle in Life ... Just tell me what is the cut off that I need to attain to settle in Life .. When Will I construct a house for my ailing parents ? I am not able to see them suffer right before my eyes ? Do I really need all these celebrations , festivities and gadgets to make my self appear as settled ? I still cannot forget the 6000 for gate ad 18000 for CAT... Should I always suffer being born in a middle class ? Or Should I suffer by being an underachiever through out my life ?

God Please Help Me...